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Jan 1, 2006 21:14:37 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 21:14:37 GMT -5
And know this Casia. You will always be neede by your foal. Always. She turned, walking away. She nuzzled D'Artagnan before doing so. She did not require him to go along with her if he didn't want to. He could stay and converse with Casia. But she herselfe was done here. As she felt a sharp kick in her side, she turned to her barrel, nuzzling it slightly, whispering a song she had known all her life. A song her mother sang to her as she lay dieing.
'If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to crash then crash and burn, You're not alone.'
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Jan 1, 2006 21:18:29 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 21:18:29 GMT -5
this...why....Too many thoughts ran through her mind. She backed away farther into the Darkness. The faces of Goldrush and Pride flashed past her eyes. Remembering her past. Her father, her mother, the herd.
The Darkness mocked her for her easy emotions. She knew she heard distant laughter. No. She gasped through rushed breaths.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:21:54 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 21:21:54 GMT -5
Hearing Casia's words, Lakota felt as if to turn back. But she knew she said what she needed to. Only when Casia knew to call her friends' help would she recieve it. Until then, she was on her own. She lay in a Darkened part of the wood, a few fallen leaves skittering 'round her through a small breeze. She felt another kick, this one large, andknew the foal was to come very soon.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:33:46 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 21:33:46 GMT -5
Her life seemed to fall even further apart. For many years she had forgotten about her parents. Akasha, her sister never had. That is the reason they are both Darks.
She felt a familiar presence by her side. It excited her. She turned hopefully. She didnt see anything. Hello Casia dearest. Taken aback she recognized the cold voice. Jiri...?She asked becoming afraid? No, no this isnt. I am just so confused im hearing things. she spoke hurriedly to herself. Perhaps although I feel it is real. The voice boomed once more around her.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:37:41 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 21:37:41 GMT -5
Lakota was becoming a little uncomfortable. She heard Casia's voice talking to nothingness and felt she might go and see what was wrong. She stood, and carefully approached where Casia had drifted to. Casia? Are you alright? She hoped she wouldn't get a snappy response, but readied herself to bolt if needed. She'd always been driven away by Darks. All her life. Even when she tried to befriend them. But this time she wouldn't give up. Casia was in pain. She needed help at the moment. Though she did not continue on, she did not leave, either.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:44:38 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 21:44:38 GMT -5
Lakota...Do you hear him? Do you!? she commanded her vocals growing frantic. I doubt she can love. I only wish for you to hear me. I am not your love. she hissed into the Darkness. His laugh was left ringing in her head. Ohh but do you forget love? You know you once loved. Perhaps even you still do.
His voice was so cold and icy she could hardly bear it. Perhaps I did but you grew not to return it. Why are you tormenting me!? Torment, oh I apologize, I thought I was visiting a 'loved' one. He spoke with mockery. She felt a cold wind pass over her.
|ooc: oooo this is odd. but fuuun
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Jan 1, 2006 21:48:32 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 21:48:32 GMT -5
[ooc:yes, yes. lol
Hear whom? Casia? She listened to the fae talking to nothing. She ran in, alarmed, looking for her. She spotted her, looking more frightened than she'd ever seen her. Casia? She stood in front of her, looking alarmed.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:55:25 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 21:55:25 GMT -5
Him!her voice became raspy in her excitment.I told you, she cannot hear me. He laughed again. Jiri just speak your wants and leave. Well I want you Casia. You were the only one who loved me. I do not love you any longer. Now leave!
Do not push me away Casia. He said becoming angered. You are the only one for me. The only one worthy of my torment. She could here the smirk in his voice. I will not be tormented by you any longer hellion. she shrieked.
No more words. Was it over. She became very weak. He had taken much from her body. Her heart broken more and her soul falling to pieces.
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Jan 1, 2006 21:57:43 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 21:57:43 GMT -5
She ran up to Casia, seeing her becoming weak, looking ready to fall. Casia... Who...? Casia, it's alright. Lay down. What had happened? Would Casia be alright?
((OOC: Sorry it's a bit short... ))
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Jan 1, 2006 22:00:39 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 22:00:39 GMT -5
No nothing is alright. Everything is wrong. My life was a mistake. My love is fake, my friendship faker. She heard the laughter. She knew Jiri had won, he had beaten her. Her soul was broken.I am worthless. Do not even bother to try to talk sense into because I know this is all true. I am a worthless wench.She cried.
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Jan 1, 2006 22:03:22 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 22:03:22 GMT -5
You cannot tell me not to say what is true. My friend, you are not worthless. Everyone has a role in life. You are going to have a foal! Do not let these horrid images of the past do this to you. If you rise up and look to your future, you can defeat your past. Look to your future with your foal. Just think of him/her. She knew this may do nothing to help, but she had to say something.
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Jan 1, 2006 22:07:49 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 22:07:49 GMT -5
But...If this foal is like any of the others I have met it will leave me. When....when Pride was here there was hope for me and the foal. but now there is hope for neither of us. If this foal is a colt I cannot grow him into a stallion. There is nothing I can do for it. She looked away back into the Darkness. How could this have happened? Why?
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Jan 1, 2006 22:11:25 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 22:11:25 GMT -5
Yes you can, Casia. You are strong. You can do this. And remember, you've many friends. D'Artagnan, Me, and the others. It is always hard trying to raise a foal. You can do it. You need to believe in yourself. She looked at her, a slight tinge of wisdon scarring her orbs.
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Jan 1, 2006 22:14:10 GMT -5
Post by casia on Jan 1, 2006 22:14:10 GMT -5
What if it dies? Her true fears coming out. Jiri killed my first foal. He didnt not wish for us to have one.She sighed holding back her tears. My pathetic life would really be over if this foal was to die as well.
ooc:gar my muse is dying....
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Jan 1, 2006 22:17:27 GMT -5
Post by Lakota on Jan 1, 2006 22:17:27 GMT -5
ooc: No die
He or she will not die, Casia. Have you felt the little one kick? She had felt her own kick at that moment, and she became uncomfortable again. She didn't have a clue what these uncomforting feelings were from... Was her foal coming?
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